Is it really worth missing all the little things that make life what it is in hopes for that one day, some day big dream come true?
So how was your 2010?Â All the usual ups and downs on the roller coaster of life, but better that than watching from the sidelines, right?
I know we’re beyond resolutions, but do you have any goals for the coming new year?Â Mine is to generally not freak out until I want to puke over stupid little things.Â That and to incorporate more curry into my life because it tastes so good.
I know Christmas has already visited us, but I’m itching for one of these.
What I’m loving right now is how Beau randomly asks me “Are you my friend.”Â I’m his bestest.Â Ever.
Question for any of my readers who have been pregnant…(no I’m not)Â How long did it take for your hair to return to its pre-pregnancy state?Â Before I had Beau my hair was curly.Â Not wavy.Â Curly.Â Ever since his arrival it has been straight with a wave or two thrown in on a humid day.Â He’s going on 3 1/2.Â Am I ever getting my curly hair back?
I’m so bad at waiting.
Right now I have this sneaky suspicion that things are working against me, and that I am the cause.Â I’m trying to turn it all around in my head and my heart.
The truth of the matter is that my insides (mental, physical, and emotional) are a jumble of frustration, jealousy, gratitude, awe, insecurity, security, a tinge of sadness, and so many other things that I can’t define.Â And things I don’t want to face.
It’s a wonder when a veil of peace settles over you all of a sudden.Â When you realize, yet again, that all is well and life is good.
Happy last Monday of 2010.
P.S. – Remember when everyone was freaking out when the calendar turned to 2000 and nothing happened?Â Funny.